Category: Writers Block
He disguises the tears in his eyes
wearing a happy mask, but inside he cries.
Hiding away behind a wall,
but hoping someone will hear his call.
Feelings hidden inside a stone shell,
forgotten, suppressed so well.
A smile on his face to hide
all the pain inside.
But desperately he calls out for someone
to heal his wounded heart, anyone.
He wishes for the end of the dark night.
Give anything to see the glorious light.
Cause during the day he acts like nothing's wrong,
but when it's dark, he is not that strong.
He cries for a helping hand,
a true understanding friend,
to take his hand and help him on his way,
to make it through the hardest day.
He prays for someone to hold him tight.
To melt the ice he keeps inside.
He wishes for a love true,
doesn't want his heart to break in two.
And here I am wishing you could see
just how much you mean to me.
How much I really care.
I would always be there.
I wish I could help you break that stone shell,
where you hide your feelings so well.
I wish I could hold you tight,
and melt the ice you keep inside...
But now i see you've forgotten me.
The close friends we used to be.
And I watched you slowly slip away,
wishing I could've asked you to stay...
And inside of me my heart is sinking
as I'm sitting here thinking,
wondering if something could be done,
to save something that is now gone.
And though I hope there is still a chance
for us to be again the best of friends,
you know that even if you'll leave me behind,
you will always have a place in my mind.
And though there's no trace of tears in my eyes,
my heart is crying, but I realize
that no matter how hard I try you're too good for me.
You deserve much more, something I could never be.
So just walk away dear...
Don't look back, just leave me here.
Cause you're something so precious, so beautiful.
So amazing, so wonderful.
And even if I'd give the best of me,
I know you need much better, not someone like me.
You're a precious star, and you need to shine,
so don't worry about me, maybe one day I'll be fine...
I'll keep with me the memory of a time past.
Of something special that maybe wasn't meant to last.
And even if you're going to let this friendship die,
I hope you forgive me for not being good enough,
and that you know I tried.
There's still so much that I want to say
but it's hidden deep inside my mind, locked away.
All I can say is I miss you bad.
I miss that special connection we had.
And just talking with you, laughing with you, making you smile.
I miss everything about you, I just can't lie.
the truth is no matter how hard I try,
I just can't get you out of my life.
The emptiness you're leaving in my heart wont go away.
But I'll just fake a smile, and pretend that it's all ok.
And even though now i mean nothing to you,
something to throw away, old broken toy that's of no use,
now that all it used to be is coming to an end,
I just hope you know I loved you, and I still love you, my dear friend.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww? OMG, i love it lory. I feel that. Your a really good writer. and i could relate to that. I'm sorry that had to happen though, but again i know what that all feels like.
aww lory my god, that was deep sna lovely...
awwwwww lory, that was good. really made me teer(whitch I don't do offen)
great job
aww lory, i told you, it's amazing, wouldnt believe me. lol. it really made me want to cry though. grately written and realy emotional too.
Lory, as I told you, I love it, and think many of us can relate to it at least in part.
your heart was in it girl, that's obvious. great job! *hugs*.